donderdag 24 september 2009

Where is the time…

Time flies. Yesterday was Monday, I thought, but tomorrow is Friday… where are the days in between… who is crossing out the days from my calendar and my life… I protest, I am not happy that the next weekend has come because it means I am 7 days older…

I did not see A. for three days, waking up at 6 a.m. going to bed at 22 p.m. and he other way around… I feel like the characters from the book I have just finished…. “Solitude of prime numbers” by Paolo Giordano. How real and sad is that story… how painful and depressing but how TRUE… I think that many people leave like this but not everyone realizes that or is afraid to admit, even to themselves… We all have our traumas, secrets and dark side … don’t we?

donderdag 17 september 2009

Amazing…

I am watching “Planet Earth” filmed by BBC. I do not have a beautiful box as below (I will have one day) but I have films borrowed from my colleague. One word “A M A Z I N G”. The voice of David Attenborough make the whole story complete…

Still 4 discs to go…

dinsdag 15 september 2009

Autumn is coming...

Dark in the morning, dark in the evening, cold wind, rain and this mood that you want to stay on the sofa, with the blanket, warm chocolate milk and good book or movie.

It will happen more often that I will be melancholic, sad, tired and have a bad humor. Small things will play on my nerves … preparing my hair in the morning to have them fucked up while walking with Fuyo 15 min later, the umbrella that will broke down when I will run for the train, the metro or the train that will be delayed because of rain, frost, wind, snow or other unexpected weather conditions.

… its dark and raining outside, Fuyo must go for her last evening walk and I would just prefer go to bed and start 6 months of autumn/winter sleep…

The sun will be welcome any time...

zaterdag 5 september 2009

BAZ on the beach…

The weather is getting bad… you can feel autumn coming with the big steps. Last weekend of August we went to Scheveningen see the bouldering competitions. I could go even earlier to do some climbing but… did not check the website before and have not arranged the special entry ticket. Oh well, next year better.

However, what I wanted to say actually is that it was so freaking cold that even wearing the jacket and the scarf I was freezing. We saw the final of the girls and give the guys up. Running home to warm up our butts!